no one else i know understands it... i know how irrational it is, i really do. but no one else seems to understand the way i feel about this team. i know some of you out there can empathize with me. so here i am, spilling it out on TGG. i brought this girl over to watch the game, ive liked her for a while, she hates football but she wanted to come watch it anyway. she didnt understand how excited i was for the game... she didn't understand the way i exclaimed gibberish and yelled pre-game and the moments leading up to kickoff. she didnt understand my deafening shrieks of "FUCK!" and "YEEEEEAAAAAAAHHHH!" she didnt understand my explosive bursts after huge defensive plays and touchdowns. and she sure as all hell didnt understand the way i feel right now. i know you guys do. i love this team dearly. i cant help the way i have immense difficulty sleeping the nights before gameday. i cant help the joy and elation i feel during and after wins. i cant help the way i feel after crushing losses, including the way i feel right now. my stomach feels like there is a black gaping hole eating away at it. it itches and just hurts. i feel speechless, just in absolute awe. i hurt. i dont want to let this ruin my day, or my week, but i just cant help it. i just... cant help it. i know you will understand
I feel the same way. I don't think I'll even chuckle the entire day at school tomorrow. I wish I could just sleep for the next 24 hours, consumed in depression. Okay maybe not that bad, but the chuckling thing is true. I'm so crushed. How'd it go with the girl?
i'm pleased. she tried to talk me out of my post game depression and awe. a few sympathy kisses as well. i like her.
I just smoked 3 bowls to celebrate what surely was supposed to be a victory, took two vicodin once i realized the jets would loose, and am now drowning those sorrows out of a whiskey bottle, how do you think i feel?
Dude, I know EXACTLY how you feel, as I am feeling the very same thing right now. It sucks, and I probably won't get much sleep tonight. I'm just speechless. I haven't been this crushed since a loss in a very, very, long time. The feeling I have right now sucks.
I'm from Italy and it's 6.45 am. I didn't sleep to watch this game..i never sleep when my Jets team plays even if i need to get up early. Today i'm going to school again..with some nervous on myself...GO JETS!
i feel like shit, but in other news, people are freaking in the bills board, they're praying for edwards life after this loss, lol.
